You Say I'm Premature

August 23, 2014
Saturday

I have nothing to say. I have to admit though that I do need to find out what to do next. I will be saving up a lot of money from now on. So yeah, I will be jacking off to what I downloaded so far on my computer. Anyway back to my problem, I can't find anything to say for today. I went to a volunteer gig and than went to my nephew's birthday. And that's basically it. I find it hard to say much more.

Poison Ivy Statue

August 22, 2014
Friday

I just bought this Poison Ivy Statue last night. I am excited to see if it's a good one or not. Either way, I am excited to see if it's going to be in great condition. I hope it's in great condition. You know, maybe it will be in an awesome condition. I hope so, because I spent $75 American dollars on it. Anyway starting from now until next year I will be building up a collection of stuff for my Man Cave. I hope to make it before I am 50 years old. I hope. I want to make sure that I get everything set up for my future Man Cave. I can't wait to make a lot more than I am now. I will first pay off my bills and than get some hot coffee if ya know what I mean. Aww yeah. You know, that nasty act of intercourse. Well if you don't than basically I want to get laid, have sex and stuff. I want to lose my V card soon. I want to lose it rough though not safe, but fast and hard.

I am excited for June 6, 2015. I am going to have 1,400 for my trip to a brothel. I am definitely going to be happy after that. I'm not sure what to expect though. I might just hope that I do well for my first time. Any how I will not say much after this. I will go tomorrow to volunteer for some community work. I am excited to say that it's my first time volunteering out of kindness. I hope it turns well. I figured it might be good. I am not sure if I am good with kids. I will say this, my nephews love me. So yeah, it's going to be cool to see the reactions of the kids getting school supplies and stuff. I am nervous that I might not do well. Oh well at least I did this for my good deed of the week. I might just relax afterwards. I hope. I am not going to post anymore on my other blogs. I have an appointment with the girl on the right. Yeah, that's who I am going to make love to on June 6, 2015. I hope. I want to say though that it will be awesome, but than again I won't jinx it.

I have nothing else to say today. I will just jerk off for an hour and head off to sleep. I will wake up at 6:00 am and than head off to my volunteer work at 7:00 am. In the mean time I will try to jerk off a little bit and than sleep for a while. I have no idea what to do or what to jerk off too. I will say this though I have plenty of videos to jack off to, that's for sure. Anyway bye for now.

Can You Hear Them

August 21, 2014
Thursday

I have nothing to say. I fear my sanity is slipping away. My paranoia is growing. I can feel the walls closing in. I feel as though I am sinking, for whatever sinks may not swim. Is it just me or am I going mad? I guess time will tell. I guess it's just a matter of time. Oh well anyway I will be looking ahead. I hope. I just wish my madness will go away. I am going to volunteer for something. Yes, I will volunteer, bye for now.

The War Outside

"Have you news of my boy Jack?'
Not this tide.
'When d'you think that he'll come back?'
Not with this wind blowing, and this tide.
'Has anyone else had word of him?'
Not this tide.
For what is sunk will hardly swim,
Not with this wind blowing and this tide.
'Oh, dear, what comfort can I find?'
None this tide,
Nor any tide,
Except he did not shame his kind-
Not even with that wind blowing, and that tide.
Then hold your head up all the more,
This tide,
And every tide;
Because he was the son you bore,
And gave to that wind blowing and that tide!"

- Rudyard Kipling

The First World War, god forbid, is not well known to most future generations. It's been a century or so since the start of the War to end all Wars. It was in the battlefields of Passchendaele, Vimy Ridge and the Somme where a whole generation died fighting. It was this that sparked the Second World War. The figures that came out of the First World War changed the course of history. No one will remember that the battles were fought by common men who only sought to do what was right and just. No one will remember that these men fought for not a country or for glory, but for something greater, greater than themselves.
The greatest generation was not just the generation who fought World War II, but those who fought in the First World War. Those men who died and believed in something more than themselves. Those families that lost loved ones; fathers, brothers, uncles, and sons forever lost to them. These men who said goodbye to families who prayed to God for them to return safe. None of the First World War survivors are alive now. But the legacy of their sacrifice was never in doubt. Their names lost forever in time. History will remember the battles, but forget the blood shed in its name.
That's all for now.. bye.

Goodnight

August 17, 2014
Sunday

I really have nothing to say, night....

7 Days To Doctor Who

August 16, 2014
Saturday

Not much to report. I find it easier to keep it short now. Bye.

Goodbye Lola Rosie

"Mr. Dewitt, are you afraid of god?"

"No, but I'm afraid of you."

I said goodbye to my grandmother today. Anyway that's all.