That's the exciting part.....

August 7, 2014
Thursday

"The greatest thing to learn from failure, not from succeeding in it."

I could prep all day long, two years even and not get it right. But I would learn from it though so yeah. I wonder if the greatest thing to do for advice is that you experience it first hand. I believe that things should be in good nature. I think. I should hope though that I would do well at Bricks by the Bay. I just wish it won't a bad convention. I just need to think positive and not over analyze it. I guess it's just in my nature to worry. I guess in a way to worry is built in like second nature and what not. I will try to stay positive and try to stay a wake. Wide awake for a long time. I hope. I just don't know if hoping will do.
I have everything prepared, but no plans, no back up plans and hopefully will come out in great spirits though. I think. I just need to relax and breath. I just prefer not to say more though I wish for great weather. I wonder if it's just me but I find it interesting that I am running out of things to say. I will however state the obvious I will be victorious. I wonder if it's possible to plan for everything, but not be aware of half of the things about the thing. I guess it's just a take it by every moment instead of just planning every single detail. I guess it's best to wonder if it's just nerves that keep me awake.
I will note that I am just killing time. I am going to keep writing for the next few minutes. I guess 13 or so minutes will go by and still on paragraph number 3. I wonder how many videos I've played so far. I guess it's just to kill time. I wonder if killing time is better while watching TV episodes instead of some saved YouTube videos. Oh wait, who ever thought of the idea of killing time. Is it possible that killing time is really a good thing or just wasting time in disguise of something else. So sorry for the random rants, but I want to know why I can't sleep. I guess in a way, I am both excited and nervous at the same time. I will be glad to be there at Bricks by the Bay and get this over with.
I am now in 20 minutes into the hour and still have 10 minutes to go before I finish this post. I guess it's cool, because I got to paragraph number four in twenty minutes. Even though half is random garbage and half is pure stupidity. I guess it's easier to just go on and say that I think it's a shame that I have to see a purple mushroom running around while screaming tacos for no reason. I wonder if I should sleep now, no...I should just continue to rant about stuff. I will explain though that I am worried about something, something odd and exciting. I have seven minutes oh wait six minutes now. I have to say I am killing a lot of time now. I like to say I am time killer. Oh god, that was a bad pun....
Oh wait now I have four minutes left and I must continue somehow. I wonder if anyone reads these. I better hope not. I wonder if it's my paranoia or lack of readers that bothers me more. I have got to talk about stuff. I am glad to say that I find time a pain in my ass. I wonder if I should do something more than just typing this post. I will try to add more to this. I am going to check my school schedule later. I better remember that and three minutes left of this half hour. I wonder if Target is considered fancy in some countries or if it's not at all considered fancy anywhere. Oh great, I have two minutes left of the half hour. I'd better check it now. OK, fine I will check it now and get back to you. I have one more minute and I am running out of ideas. Anyway I'd better kill another twenty eight minutes soon.
Oh and August 25, 2014 is when I start school again. I will be glad to say though that I am going to be in school from August 27 to December 12, 2014...anyway I am still not sure what to do now. I will be heading back to the Riverside City College. I wonder if they should kill the inventor of dupstep....god knows that mother...I mean honestly he needs to be killed or at least be sent to prison. I guess it's funny that some thing tells me I am wasting your time. I will be looking up anything and everything on Bing. I will say though that words escape me at the moment why I am still wide awake. Anyway bye for now...oh PS... I will be typing more stuff after this. Just to mess with your mind. Bye again.