August 23, 2014
Saturday
I have nothing to say. I have to admit though that I do need to find out what to do next. I will be saving up a lot of money from now on. So yeah, I will be jacking off to what I downloaded so far on my computer. Anyway back to my problem, I can't find anything to say for today. I went to a volunteer gig and than went to my nephew's birthday. And that's basically it. I find it hard to say much more.
Sunday, August 24, 2014
Friday, August 22, 2014
Poison Ivy Statue
August 22, 2014Friday
I just bought this Poison Ivy Statue last night. I am excited to see if it's a good one or not. Either way, I am excited to see if it's going to be in great condition. I hope it's in great condition. You know, maybe it will be in an awesome condition. I hope so, because I spent $75 American dollars on it. Anyway starting from now until next year I will be building up a collection of stuff for my Man Cave. I hope to make it before I am 50 years old. I hope. I want to make sure that I get everything set up for my future Man Cave. I can't wait to make a lot more than I am now. I will first pay off my bills and than get some hot coffee if ya know what I mean. Aww yeah. You know, that nasty act of intercourse. Well if you don't than basically I want to get laid, have sex and stuff. I want to lose my V card soon. I want to lose it rough though not safe, but fast and hard.
I am excited for June 6, 2015. I am going to have 1,400 for my trip to a brothel. I am definitely going to be happy after that. I'm not sure what to expect though. I might just hope that I do well for my first time. Any how I will not say much after this. I will go tomorrow to volunteer for some community work. I am excited to say that it's my first time volunteering out of kindness. I hope it turns well. I figured it might be good. I am not sure if I am good with kids. I will say this, my nephews love me. So yeah, it's going to be cool to see the reactions of the kids getting school supplies and stuff. I am nervous that I might not do well. Oh well at least I did this for my good deed of the week. I might just relax afterwards. I hope. I am not going to post anymore on my other blogs. I have an appointment with the girl on the right. Yeah, that's who I am going to make love to on June 6, 2015. I hope. I want to say though that it will be awesome, but than again I won't jinx it.I have nothing else to say today. I will just jerk off for an hour and head off to sleep. I will wake up at 6:00 am and than head off to my volunteer work at 7:00 am. In the mean time I will try to jerk off a little bit and than sleep for a while. I have no idea what to do or what to jerk off too. I will say this though I have plenty of videos to jack off to, that's for sure. Anyway bye for now.
Thursday, August 21, 2014
Can You Hear Them
August 21, 2014
Thursday
I have nothing to say. I fear my sanity is slipping away. My paranoia is growing. I can feel the walls closing in. I feel as though I am sinking, for whatever sinks may not swim. Is it just me or am I going mad? I guess time will tell. I guess it's just a matter of time. Oh well anyway I will be looking ahead. I hope. I just wish my madness will go away. I am going to volunteer for something. Yes, I will volunteer, bye for now.
Thursday
I have nothing to say. I fear my sanity is slipping away. My paranoia is growing. I can feel the walls closing in. I feel as though I am sinking, for whatever sinks may not swim. Is it just me or am I going mad? I guess time will tell. I guess it's just a matter of time. Oh well anyway I will be looking ahead. I hope. I just wish my madness will go away. I am going to volunteer for something. Yes, I will volunteer, bye for now.
Monday, August 18, 2014
The War Outside
"Have you news of my boy Jack?'
Not this tide.
'When d'you think that he'll come back?'
Not with this wind blowing, and this tide.
'Has anyone else had word of him?'
Not this tide.
For what is sunk will hardly swim,
Not with this wind blowing and this tide.
'Oh, dear, what comfort can I find?'
None this tide,
Nor any tide,
Except he did not shame his kind-
Not even with that wind blowing, and that tide.
Then hold your head up all the more,
This tide,
And every tide;
Because he was the son you bore,
And gave to that wind blowing and that tide!"
- Rudyard Kipling
The First World War, god forbid, is not well known to most future generations. It's been a century or so since the start of the War to end all Wars. It was in the battlefields of Passchendaele, Vimy Ridge and the Somme where a whole generation died fighting. It was this that sparked the Second World War. The figures that came out of the First World War changed the course of history. No one will remember that the battles were fought by common men who only sought to do what was right and just. No one will remember that these men fought for not a country or for glory, but for something greater, greater than themselves.
The greatest generation was not just the generation who fought World War II, but those who fought in the First World War. Those men who died and believed in something more than themselves. Those families that lost loved ones; fathers, brothers, uncles, and sons forever lost to them. These men who said goodbye to families who prayed to God for them to return safe. None of the First World War survivors are alive now. But the legacy of their sacrifice was never in doubt. Their names lost forever in time. History will remember the battles, but forget the blood shed in its name.
That's all for now.. bye.
Not this tide.
'When d'you think that he'll come back?'
Not with this wind blowing, and this tide.
'Has anyone else had word of him?'
Not this tide.
For what is sunk will hardly swim,
Not with this wind blowing and this tide.
'Oh, dear, what comfort can I find?'
None this tide,
Nor any tide,
Except he did not shame his kind-
Not even with that wind blowing, and that tide.
Then hold your head up all the more,
This tide,
And every tide;
Because he was the son you bore,
And gave to that wind blowing and that tide!"
- Rudyard Kipling
The First World War, god forbid, is not well known to most future generations. It's been a century or so since the start of the War to end all Wars. It was in the battlefields of Passchendaele, Vimy Ridge and the Somme where a whole generation died fighting. It was this that sparked the Second World War. The figures that came out of the First World War changed the course of history. No one will remember that the battles were fought by common men who only sought to do what was right and just. No one will remember that these men fought for not a country or for glory, but for something greater, greater than themselves.
The greatest generation was not just the generation who fought World War II, but those who fought in the First World War. Those men who died and believed in something more than themselves. Those families that lost loved ones; fathers, brothers, uncles, and sons forever lost to them. These men who said goodbye to families who prayed to God for them to return safe. None of the First World War survivors are alive now. But the legacy of their sacrifice was never in doubt. Their names lost forever in time. History will remember the battles, but forget the blood shed in its name.
That's all for now.. bye.
Sunday, August 17, 2014
Saturday, August 16, 2014
7 Days To Doctor Who
August 16, 2014
Saturday
Not much to report. I find it easier to keep it short now. Bye.
Saturday
Not much to report. I find it easier to keep it short now. Bye.
Friday, August 15, 2014
Goodbye Lola Rosie
"Mr. Dewitt, are you afraid of god?"
"No, but I'm afraid of you."
I said goodbye to my grandmother today. Anyway that's all.
Wednesday, August 13, 2014
Rocking the Suburbs
August 13, 2014
Wednesday
I will be at my Aunt's house for the rest of the day. I won't be able to post anything on this blog. So yeah, my grandmother died a few days ago. I don't know how to feel about it though. I mean it feels so weird that she's gone. And it's not just for a few days. I guess it was her time. I miss her though, but know it when you got to go, you got to go. I guess it was her end, but in a way I kept her in my heart for now. I hope to see her one day somewhere. But it's like most people say, her journey is over now and there's nothing I can do to stop it. I will leave at that. I will be just preparing for a long day today.
I will from this point on do two paragraphs a day and that's it. I will not do more or less. Well maybe less depending on how much I can say or not say. I will hopefully get some sleep tonight and than work tomorrow morning. God, I wish my grandmother hadn't died. But sadly wishes aren't going to bring her back. I will always have a place in my heart for her. I do though hope that God keep her safe. And that's where I will for sure leave off. I might not be able to function for the first days after the funeral. Anyway, I loved her and always will care for her. I hope to say nothing more about her to you guys. It's an emotional topic for me and I would like not cry about it. Well bye for now.
Wednesday
I will be at my Aunt's house for the rest of the day. I won't be able to post anything on this blog. So yeah, my grandmother died a few days ago. I don't know how to feel about it though. I mean it feels so weird that she's gone. And it's not just for a few days. I guess it was her time. I miss her though, but know it when you got to go, you got to go. I guess it was her end, but in a way I kept her in my heart for now. I hope to see her one day somewhere. But it's like most people say, her journey is over now and there's nothing I can do to stop it. I will leave at that. I will be just preparing for a long day today.
I will from this point on do two paragraphs a day and that's it. I will not do more or less. Well maybe less depending on how much I can say or not say. I will hopefully get some sleep tonight and than work tomorrow morning. God, I wish my grandmother hadn't died. But sadly wishes aren't going to bring her back. I will always have a place in my heart for her. I do though hope that God keep her safe. And that's where I will for sure leave off. I might not be able to function for the first days after the funeral. Anyway, I loved her and always will care for her. I hope to say nothing more about her to you guys. It's an emotional topic for me and I would like not cry about it. Well bye for now.
Tuesday, August 12, 2014
Saturday, August 9, 2014
Day 3 of 4 Bricks by the Bay
August 9, 2014
Saturday
I have not much to say, but I am going to be at Bricks by the Bay for the whole day. Anyway, I will be taking pictures and stuff. Bye for now.
Saturday
I have not much to say, but I am going to be at Bricks by the Bay for the whole day. Anyway, I will be taking pictures and stuff. Bye for now.
Friday, August 8, 2014
Day 2 of 4 Bricks by the Bay
August 8, 2014
Friday...
I went set up my displays, took some photos and will come back tomorrow for more photos and videos. I will take for my project. Bye for now....actually I will talk some more. I spent $70 in Lego. So yeah, it was a good day. Bye for now.
Friday...
I went set up my displays, took some photos and will come back tomorrow for more photos and videos. I will take for my project. Bye for now....actually I will talk some more. I spent $70 in Lego. So yeah, it was a good day. Bye for now.
Thursday, August 7, 2014
That's the exciting part.....
August 7, 2014
Thursday
"The greatest thing to learn from failure, not from succeeding in it."
I could prep all day long, two years even and not get it right. But I would learn from it though so yeah. I wonder if the greatest thing to do for advice is that you experience it first hand. I believe that things should be in good nature. I think. I should hope though that I would do well at Bricks by the Bay. I just wish it won't a bad convention. I just need to think positive and not over analyze it. I guess it's just in my nature to worry. I guess in a way to worry is built in like second nature and what not. I will try to stay positive and try to stay a wake. Wide awake for a long time. I hope. I just don't know if hoping will do.
I have everything prepared, but no plans, no back up plans and hopefully will come out in great spirits though. I think. I just need to relax and breath. I just prefer not to say more though I wish for great weather. I wonder if it's just me but I find it interesting that I am running out of things to say. I will however state the obvious I will be victorious. I wonder if it's possible to plan for everything, but not be aware of half of the things about the thing. I guess it's just a take it by every moment instead of just planning every single detail. I guess it's best to wonder if it's just nerves that keep me awake.
I will note that I am just killing time. I am going to keep writing for the next few minutes. I guess 13 or so minutes will go by and still on paragraph number 3. I wonder how many videos I've played so far. I guess it's just to kill time. I wonder if killing time is better while watching TV episodes instead of some saved YouTube videos. Oh wait, who ever thought of the idea of killing time. Is it possible that killing time is really a good thing or just wasting time in disguise of something else. So sorry for the random rants, but I want to know why I can't sleep. I guess in a way, I am both excited and nervous at the same time. I will be glad to be there at Bricks by the Bay and get this over with.
I am now in 20 minutes into the hour and still have 10 minutes to go before I finish this post. I guess it's cool, because I got to paragraph number four in twenty minutes. Even though half is random garbage and half is pure stupidity. I guess it's easier to just go on and say that I think it's a shame that I have to see a purple mushroom running around while screaming tacos for no reason. I wonder if I should sleep now, no...I should just continue to rant about stuff. I will explain though that I am worried about something, something odd and exciting. I have seven minutes oh wait six minutes now. I have to say I am killing a lot of time now. I like to say I am time killer. Oh god, that was a bad pun....
Oh wait now I have four minutes left and I must continue somehow. I wonder if anyone reads these. I better hope not. I wonder if it's my paranoia or lack of readers that bothers me more. I have got to talk about stuff. I am glad to say that I find time a pain in my ass. I wonder if I should do something more than just typing this post. I will try to add more to this. I am going to check my school schedule later. I better remember that and three minutes left of this half hour. I wonder if Target is considered fancy in some countries or if it's not at all considered fancy anywhere. Oh great, I have two minutes left of the half hour. I'd better check it now. OK, fine I will check it now and get back to you. I have one more minute and I am running out of ideas. Anyway I'd better kill another twenty eight minutes soon.
Oh and August 25, 2014 is when I start school again. I will be glad to say though that I am going to be in school from August 27 to December 12, 2014...anyway I am still not sure what to do now. I will be heading back to the Riverside City College. I wonder if they should kill the inventor of dupstep....god knows that mother...I mean honestly he needs to be killed or at least be sent to prison. I guess it's funny that some thing tells me I am wasting your time. I will be looking up anything and everything on Bing. I will say though that words escape me at the moment why I am still wide awake. Anyway bye for now...oh PS... I will be typing more stuff after this. Just to mess with your mind. Bye again.
Thursday
"The greatest thing to learn from failure, not from succeeding in it."
I could prep all day long, two years even and not get it right. But I would learn from it though so yeah. I wonder if the greatest thing to do for advice is that you experience it first hand. I believe that things should be in good nature. I think. I should hope though that I would do well at Bricks by the Bay. I just wish it won't a bad convention. I just need to think positive and not over analyze it. I guess it's just in my nature to worry. I guess in a way to worry is built in like second nature and what not. I will try to stay positive and try to stay a wake. Wide awake for a long time. I hope. I just don't know if hoping will do.
I have everything prepared, but no plans, no back up plans and hopefully will come out in great spirits though. I think. I just need to relax and breath. I just prefer not to say more though I wish for great weather. I wonder if it's just me but I find it interesting that I am running out of things to say. I will however state the obvious I will be victorious. I wonder if it's possible to plan for everything, but not be aware of half of the things about the thing. I guess it's just a take it by every moment instead of just planning every single detail. I guess it's best to wonder if it's just nerves that keep me awake.
I will note that I am just killing time. I am going to keep writing for the next few minutes. I guess 13 or so minutes will go by and still on paragraph number 3. I wonder how many videos I've played so far. I guess it's just to kill time. I wonder if killing time is better while watching TV episodes instead of some saved YouTube videos. Oh wait, who ever thought of the idea of killing time. Is it possible that killing time is really a good thing or just wasting time in disguise of something else. So sorry for the random rants, but I want to know why I can't sleep. I guess in a way, I am both excited and nervous at the same time. I will be glad to be there at Bricks by the Bay and get this over with.
I am now in 20 minutes into the hour and still have 10 minutes to go before I finish this post. I guess it's cool, because I got to paragraph number four in twenty minutes. Even though half is random garbage and half is pure stupidity. I guess it's easier to just go on and say that I think it's a shame that I have to see a purple mushroom running around while screaming tacos for no reason. I wonder if I should sleep now, no...I should just continue to rant about stuff. I will explain though that I am worried about something, something odd and exciting. I have seven minutes oh wait six minutes now. I have to say I am killing a lot of time now. I like to say I am time killer. Oh god, that was a bad pun....
Oh wait now I have four minutes left and I must continue somehow. I wonder if anyone reads these. I better hope not. I wonder if it's my paranoia or lack of readers that bothers me more. I have got to talk about stuff. I am glad to say that I find time a pain in my ass. I wonder if I should do something more than just typing this post. I will try to add more to this. I am going to check my school schedule later. I better remember that and three minutes left of this half hour. I wonder if Target is considered fancy in some countries or if it's not at all considered fancy anywhere. Oh great, I have two minutes left of the half hour. I'd better check it now. OK, fine I will check it now and get back to you. I have one more minute and I am running out of ideas. Anyway I'd better kill another twenty eight minutes soon.
Oh and August 25, 2014 is when I start school again. I will be glad to say though that I am going to be in school from August 27 to December 12, 2014...anyway I am still not sure what to do now. I will be heading back to the Riverside City College. I wonder if they should kill the inventor of dupstep....god knows that mother...I mean honestly he needs to be killed or at least be sent to prison. I guess it's funny that some thing tells me I am wasting your time. I will be looking up anything and everything on Bing. I will say though that words escape me at the moment why I am still wide awake. Anyway bye for now...oh PS... I will be typing more stuff after this. Just to mess with your mind. Bye again.
Wednesday, August 6, 2014
23 Hours and 10 Minutes Left
August 6, 2014
Wednesday
I am going to be at Bricks by the Bay the next time you hear from me. I will be heading there at 6:00 am and arriving at 8:12 am.... I am excited and nervous. I am not sure what to expect, but I won't let fear of the unknown get me. I will be excited to see what happens next. I will be sightseeing today. I hope today is fun as yesterday was. I hope to say though that I am thinking this might go well. I hope. I doubt this good fortune will go bad soon. But keep your mouth shut and all will be fine. I am going to be packing later though. I got everything ready and eager to go.
Anyway I will try to keep this short. I will not have enough time to say much more. I will turn off my computer and leave it at this. I will be glad to see GI Brick and Brickmania there. But that's too be decided. Anyway I got to run, catch up later with you all. Bye....
Tuesday, August 5, 2014
Iris
August 5, 2014
Tuesday
"Are you afraid of god?"
"No, but I'm afraid of you."
I am going for a great adventure today. I hope. I am going to be in Yosemite for two days and then head off to Bricks by the Bay. I am beyond prepared for it. I planned it and all I can do now is wait for the green light to go.
Anyhow I will take my pills now and talk to my dad and mom about plans for today. We are going to the national park in Yosemite. I will take a lot of pictures I hope. Anyway that's all bye for now.
Monday, August 4, 2014
Goodbye Sarah Jane
August 4, 2014
Monday...
I am writing this post, because I am bored. Oh time is annoyingly slow and the keyboard is being a bitch. I typed a few sentances and it doesn't want to corporate with me. I feel as though it might be a while for them to head back home from the rent a car place.
Anyhow I will be wasting more time now by looking up stuff. I guess in a way I should be checking my stuff to see if it's all good and proper. Ok anyway bye for now.
Sunday, August 3, 2014
Hello Heartache....
Sunday
"Goodbye my friend
Hello
It’s not the end
It’s not the same
Wish it didn’t have to be this way but
You will always mean the world to me, love
Goodbye my friend
Hello heartache"
Anyway I have $175 in spending money and hopefully it will be enough for Bricks by the Bay. Anyhow I will be heading off to Bricks by the Bay tomorrow morning. I hope to reach it by 8:00 am Thursday... I hope...anyway I will hopefully see a lot of cool people there. I don't have much to say though about the thing. I just hope for the best. Nothing special, just hope it turns good for me. I hope. Anyway I will just see... I hope...Anyhow I keep forgetting to say something, but oh well I will hope for good weather and a good time for the trip. Oh and one more thing, I won't update until late tomorrow. I don't see why I bother however I'd like to keep up with my blog.
Anyway I will report my progress so far in the trip. I am definitely excited for it. It's going to be awesome!! I hope. Anyway bye....
Saturday, August 2, 2014
The Story So Far....
Saturday....
"Everyone should have a chance to start over, but start over somewhere new and exciting." - Amanda Fairchild
OK, so I will be post as many posts as possible this coming weeks. I am not sure how far I will go. But I hope to last longer than last time. (That's what she says Joke insert). Anyway I finished my summer semester and will be heading into the fall later on. I hope. I will explain further that Bricks by the Bay is coming up. Oh and I will delete my previous posts to see my progress with this reboot. I will try to make an effort to share what's important to me and nothing that's not important at the moment.
Anyway I better do a checklist now and send it to my mom for approval. OK, so that's where I leave you. Any how I will see you or you will hear from me tomorrow at the same time and same blog. Bye for now.
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