Rocking the Suburbs

August 13, 2014
Wednesday

I will be at my Aunt's house for the rest of the day. I won't be able to post anything on this blog. So yeah, my grandmother died a few days ago. I don't know how to feel about it though. I mean it feels so weird that she's gone. And it's not just for a few days. I guess it was her time. I miss her though, but know it when you got to go, you got to go. I guess it was her end, but in a way I kept her in my heart for now. I hope to see her one day somewhere. But it's like most people say, her journey is over now and there's nothing I can do to stop it. I will leave at that. I will be just preparing for a long day today.
I will from this point on do two paragraphs a day and that's it. I will not do more or less. Well maybe less depending on how much I can say or not say. I will hopefully get some sleep tonight and than work tomorrow morning. God, I wish my grandmother hadn't died. But sadly wishes aren't going to bring her back. I will always have a place in  my heart for her. I do though hope that God keep her safe. And that's where I will for sure leave off. I might not be able to function for the first days after the funeral. Anyway, I loved her and always will care for her. I hope to say nothing more about her to you guys. It's an emotional topic for me and I would like not cry about it. Well bye for now.